- Anonymous said...
I can't win with you. I can't be who you want me to be. Stop trying to mold me in your head to your exact specifications.I'm not your perfect girl. I'm just me. Take it or leave it,but I'm over it.
- Anonymous said...
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i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate me i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him i hate him
I feel sorry for those who are going through a heartbreak right now. I know that once you go through a real heartbreak of any sort, you never really completely get over it. But, the freshness of a gash placed squarely in your heart by the very person that you thought you would love forever is hauntingly painful. Those first few months trying to get used to sleeping alone - questioning every little thing you did, everything you said. Wondering if there's still a chance to fix it all, but knowing deep down, you really can't.
The hard thing about that is being the friend on the outside watching. Knowing, that there really isn't anything you can do to make the situation better. Heartbreak has to be a singular experience. Of course, you can always be there for your friend, but ultimately, that friend has to derive his lessons on his / her own. To my friend who is going through the ringer right now: I'm so sorry that she hurt you. Please know that it's not the end of the world. Take your time, learn what you need to learn, recover, find yourself. I'll be here either way.
SUBJECT CHANGE:
I give a guy my email address. He emails me. We email for a week. Nothing sexual, or inappropriate. Just "getting to know you" type emails. One evening, he showed up at my place of employ. "OH! How nice!", I thought. All was well. We had a few beers, and then he had to exucse himself to take a phone call. When he came back, he said, "I have some friends coming". "GREAT!", I responded. This total DOUCHE-BAG wasted 2 hours of my time after he introduced me to his drunk WIFE who showed up. Now really....why in the hell would you do that? In the week prior that we were emailing, nothing was EVER mentioned about a wife. That shoulda been the FIRST thing that he told me. How effin' rude. Bad karma for him. I got up and left. I guess he thought he'd make it all better with a follow up email stating, "I thought you knew." Well, YEAH....I WOULD HAVE known that...if you would have MENTIONED it. You complete loser-time-waster-ass-wipe.
I quit. Between that crap and another potential heart break...I'm having a hard time seeing that it's worth it. Ever.